Due to all the stress I’ve been having and how tired it’s made me, tired physically and mentally, I became lazy. I got to the point where I lay in bed when my alarm goes off in school when I know I should be spending that time to get ready for school, I just want to eat then sleep when I get home from school, and I just don’t give a fuck about anything until the stress hits me back to reality. Fuck. What am I doing to myself? This is not benefiting me at all. I need to get back on my feet before it’s too late to catch up.

(via mindfucksundae)

I really don’t want to say this, but I’m honestly getting a little fed up with this routine. Somehow, it’s just not enough for me. You’re always too busy or something happens and I feel like you’re not always going to be there. I get really sad about it. Now that there are other options open and those people seem much more willing than you, I’m second guessing everything. I’m asking myself if you’re the right choice, because if you were, I wouldn’t be contemplating in the first place.

I’m not asking for your full attention, I’m just asking for more than 10% of it.

(Source: missjesc)